I wish he hadn’t been the one to tell you. But he wanted to. I love you more than words can say. And I am so so eternally sorry. My heart is breaking. Shattering into bits. I can’t function thinking about how you must feel right now. I just want everything to go back to a night when everything was okay. When you weren’t hurt by the ones you trusted the most. I’ll understand if you never want to see or speak to me again. But, I know you are a stronger person than me. And that’s part of what I love about you. I wish I could’ve stopped this before it happened. I hate this. I hate myself for doing this. I miss you.
Just please please please know that you did nothing wrong. Except for maybe introducing him to me. I am weak. And I know am not worthy of being your friend anymore. I will always love you, Allison. Always.